Why must I pretend? Pretend to be what I'm not.
They assume and dismiss me... Not that they're half-wrong;
It doesn't matter to me that I'm bi- why should it to them?
It just shouldn't be assumed that I'm straight; I'm proud of who I am.
Must they judge me?
I'm confused, I don't know what i want, I want ... more...
something more. I'm just not sure how much more..
Maybe that's the problem; I'm unsure and shy. wanting. but not gathering courage and taking.
It's lonely. But i deal with it.
It's confusing but I'll learn.
I just want to be me and have the be accepted.
Or is that too much to ask? *sigh* i suppose i'll play pretend a bit longer...















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